We were part of a group of four guys and we all got along really well.Him and his best friend and me and my best friend would all hang out together all the time after school and on weekends, play video games together and go on adventures, you know, just teenager stuff.Feeling confused and don’t know where to go from here.
I told him that it was my first sexual experience ever and that I was questioning my sexuality now.He told me that he had been questioning his sexuality for a while, and that he had feelings for men before, but had mostly seen me as just a friend until last night, when he realized that I was kind of sort of coming onto him in a really roundabout way.I thought it was because I have high standards, but what if it’s because I’m not into women? I was super horny this morning, I’ve jerked off three times already today and I tried to think about women and look at straight porn but my mind kept drifting back to Danny’s body, Danny’s dick, Danny with his mouth around me. I texted him earlier, just a simple “Hey” and I haven’t gotten anything back yet. I would really love advice regarding what to say to him when I talk to him next.It’s crazy because I’ve never once felt attraction to a man before, never noticed guys in a sexual way at all, but now all I can think about is him. I want to continue to explore my relationship with him, but I don’t want to scare him off by coming on too strong. Does anybody else that’s been in a situation like this have any advice to offer? How can I salvage our friendship if it turns out that he doesn’t feel the same way as me?Last night we were watching some shitty movie, or really more like just talking with the movie on in the background and there was a sex scene. I could feel myself getting excited but I didn’t really understand why.
I asked him if he managed to get laid at all at college, and he said no. The conversation kept up to the point where I said something along the lines of “I would really love to know what it feels like to have somebody suck my cock.” He said “what if…” and then blushed.It’s funny, I didn’t really think of myself as coming onto him but I definitely made that statement hoping something would come of it…Anyway I told him that first and foremost I valued our friendship and wanted to stay friends whatever happened between us. He asked me if I was okay with working out our feelings together (read: having sex until we figure out how we feel) and I told him yes.He broke out into a huge grin and turned bright red, lit up like a christmas tree.He told me he was so relieved, and that he had been obsessing over it all night worried for the same reasons I had been.And how do I figure out if I’m bi or gay, just for my own personal peace? I’m getting a lot of update requests, and Danny just headed home so I figured I’d go ahead and post. First I wanted to say thanks to everybody who commented, you all really helped me calm down and stop overthinking everything. When Danny showed up we were both really nervous and awkward at first.